Another birthday has come and gone from both sides of the globe now. I appreciated the wishes I got, and found myself surprised at some that I had not expected. Sometimes I feel as though I’m a spectre that failed to make it into Tobin’s Spirit Guide. Gone but not forgotten, and celebrated on special days. An ethereal figure that occasionally manifests and materializes to his loved ones when the Ewoks throw a party about victory and mixed metaphors.
I was having a discussion with one of the recruits the other a couple of days ago and it the conversation turned to trying to understand who we are as individuals. I had never really had much discourse with this individual up until now, with hindsight indetifying how intense a topic that was with people who really do not each other that well. With I being the older one, he inquired how one does discover their true selves. How do I answer that question? The moment I finally understood myself came like an epiphany presented in neon lights and musical dance number starring Danny Kay and Bruno Mars. Certainly there was ground work that was completed through readings that I would have never understood when my naïvity and raging emotions were at their peak. Rationalization was not a weapon in my arsenal and observations were done at face value. The best I could tell the lost soul was to read historical and philosophical texts in earnest and it would come to him eventually.
There remains a reverence to those who are culturally recognizeds as educators and experienced, but despite my accumulated cycles, am I in any way qualified to give guidance? I wonder.
Tomorrow is a day of rest. I believe I have earned it. However, I’ll leave it up to history to be the judge of my actions.
Regards from the lines,
By now you’re certainly aware that you do not exist. Sure, there is a George out there. There are even a couple of Georges that I have met along the way. But you George, are not real. I’m going to be a dick and use your monicker for my own end– which is to try and keep me motivated to write more regularly.
Some of what I write you will be true. Some of what I write you I may believe to be true, but may be wildly inaccurate. And some of what I write will be, to put it bluntly, will be complete and utter bullshit. You will be my audience of truth and lies and you will enjoy it. You will enjoy it because I will you to enjoy it. You are a figment of my creativity after all. Maybe you might even write me back sometime, however let’s not get ahead of ourselves here.
Moving on, then.
Today was a day like any other, which is to say that I woke up, I broke my fast (I will never use this George R.R. Martin device again, I swear on the blood of every last Stark), and went Building 2 to commence with my day’s classes. Also, thanks to modern travel and the ongoing use of time-zones, I began commemorating my birthday more than a full twenty-four hours before my actual time of birth. This creates an intersting void where well-wishes feel either late, or being unconciously witheld or forgotten. It’s true that I am generally unconcerned with birthday greetings, but I am always half-prepared for them. It is now the end of my day, and only now, just as I prepare for bed, that I am starting to recieve a small wave of them.
There is more to say George, but I grow weary. More shall come. Some letters may be larger, and some may be smaller. But they will come.
Regards from the front lines,
I’ve alluded to it a few days ago via Facebook. I had been thinking about it for a while and how much I missed doing it. Thus I made the decision and a rash purchase of a new microphone (that I’m still waiting for.. Chinese New Year shipping delays) in order to bring back TheBlogcast™! While I’ve been waiting I’ve put as many of the pieces in place as I could. New logos, RSS feeds, iTunes and Google Play availability, website integration, Facebook page, AND re-uploading the 20 episode backlog that stretches between April 2009 and May 2010. It’s all available. I’ll start promoting the hell out of it soon– and by “the hell out of it,” I mean that I’ll share new episodes on the social medias.
One thing I found, after listening to all the shows, is how much I have changed over the past nine years. Things I would say on the show I’d abhor even thinking about now. But I’ve posted these episodes anyway because it is a good demonstration of how people can change. In a way, it’s kind of refreshing when you realize that you haven’t become stagnant.
So, as the graphic suggests. TheBlogcast™ will be back soon (I’m hoping within a week or so). I hope you’re as excited as I am.